6:52 PM
 Monday, June 8, 2009
 
  I accidentally saw his picture in one of my friend's profile. Nah I don't feel sad, just disappointed with myself that it actually happen. He really got me playing in his own little game. Gosh I hate politics! You can even trick someone's feelings or even betrayed your friends just to win this game. Oh well, it's been a year now. And its thanks to him, I am walking alone in this path.
I accidentally saw his picture in one of my friend's profile. Nah I don't feel sad, just disappointed with myself that it actually happen. He really got me playing in his own little game. Gosh I hate politics! You can even trick someone's feelings or even betrayed your friends just to win this game. Oh well, it's been a year now. And its thanks to him, I am walking alone in this path.
"I guess I'm happy this way", that's what I used to say to my girlfriends but right now, am I really happy? Haha. Somehow I am scared that I am actually lying to myself. Or perhaps, I am a coward, ignoring all the love calls.
Ohh I've been playing the ignoring games for quite some time now and I am an expert in this. Hahah. Gosh what a bitch. I guess, I'll just continue with how it is right now. Time will tell . . .
Labels: I want to fall in love again