Making me exhausted does the trick. 4 days of not resting helps me to keep my mind busy and not entertain such thoughts. But oh well, the day when I am able to rest came and those thoughts came rushing to me. What can I do but let those tears flows.
   
Anyway, working at Nubox is sooo freaking fun! =D
Will upload more pictures later when I am free. Ja mata ne.
(ps. next time, be a man and and talk things out)